City of contrasts

So, today I ventured, (wobbly jello-foot and all), out of my hostel in the Gemmayzeh district, towards downtown Beirut, with the hopes of hanging out near the waterfront in some sheesha bar and whiling away the day, writing. It didnt quite go as planned, as even crossing the road in Beirut is a challenge, and I immediately had flashbacks to being in Cairo (though it wasnt quite that chaotic). My first thought was that it felt like walking in a post-war zone (like when I was in Erbil in Iraq and you couldn't walk down the street without dodging a dangling electrical wire), and then I realized that that is indeed what Beirut is - even if the war officially ended here some 2 decades ago and people are looking forward, not back. Its a city trying to rebuild itself, and while it seems to be doing a great job, and the people here are lovely...it felt pretty ugly, and certainly not picturesque like Marrakech or Damascus or Aleppo (the Syria I knew before the horrifying current civil war there, that is).

After a half hour or so of walking in what vaguely felt like the direction of the sea, nearly being hit by many a 'servicee' taxi, and almost re-spraining my ankle on the potholed, crumbling streets, I ended up in the fancy-pants shopping district- Juicy Couture, Chanel, Armani boutiques abounded. It sort of gave the feeling of what I imagine Dubai to be like (not at all my style), yet with the disheveled, disorganized feel of a post-war zone. Bizarre. Women in teetering highheels and fancy cars all around streets with no sidewalks, and bombed out ruins of buildings. The plus to this is a lack of harassment (ala Cairo), as the Lebanese appear to want to be seen as vaguely European and stylish (Beirut having being dubbed the "Paris of the MiddleEast" many years ago seems fitting), but at the same time, the type of market souks and cheapo-shops that I so enjoy about other Arabic countries is sadly missing. I also have my own issue with that sort of attitude - putting on fancy feathers and dressing in exhorbitantly priced outfits, while the outlying slums of Beirut, and Palestinian refugee camps are a world apart. (But that's another socialist rant for another time).

Anyways, now I am back at my hostel, about to eat a plate of delicious Kibbeh (football shaped bulgar wheat and beef meatballs in a yogurt-y soup) -should it ever actually arrive from the kitchen, that is. Every single day my food seems to go missing, and I am lost as to why- if I just havent been aggressive enough in my ordering, or if i've said some offensive word in Arabic, by mistake. Besides this small minor detail however, and awkwardly waiting forever until finally I have to go to the kitchen to see what the hell happened to it...my hostel seems very much like a welcoming sanctuary amidst the broken buildings and busy streets and I am grateful for it. And the food here is AMAZING.

Okay, speak of the devil. My order just arrived. mmmmmm. Bon appetit!